What to I ask myself for and of what to I really believe in my head and in my heart. I know God is real and I really believe that, but in my head I doubt sometimes and in my heart I deny Him all that He really has for me and other people. I can't just simply sit down and write what I like without knowing what I really believe. I try and make sure of myself and that what I am doing is really the right thing to do or say or write, but what do I really believe when all else is taken into consideration and I have to put my finger on the pulse of what it is once and for all and say seek or find out what it is. I guess it is health, if you have got your health then you can do anything else that you want to do. So many times we take our health for granted, going out in the cold or getting too much sun, we really have got to be sensible with our lives and get the clear and proper perspective that we must maintain our health above all other things that is how we achieve longevity after all.

Really believe that and really believe that God is good and He will help put you in the picture of how you can live the rest of your lives for Him and for all eternity. He is in eternity and we are just trying to get through this life to get to where He is living in eternity. Still the picture seems hard to attain. Even if I have got my health I am not really always happy. I want more and all I really need is God. So what do I really believe, I keep asking myself the question, what is it. If God is all there is to life and him drawing me into His wonderful kingdom of heaven what else to I really require. Many people will say that money is all you need and that with that you can buy anything you really want, is that what you want me to believe? No I think that the richer we are the more unhappy we are, full of greed, pride, selfish desire and other polluting diseases associated with that, like corruption and embezzlement. So what do I really believe?

If God is really that good how can I knock Him back. I am starting to think that way more and more now and the more I do the more He shows me what He wants of my life and puts me in the picture and I get back on track. Sometimes life is just a hurtle we need to get over it and seeking God first is the best way to do that. So I am starting and trying to really believe that. God solves the problem of your thirst for everything. Your cravings and desires for yourself and puts you in the picture of how you can help everybody else.You will be truly blessed when you learn to do that I can guarantee it. Sometimes we just have to let go and let God, all those things that hide us from God in our own shallowness and let God lead us home, not just now but for always and for ever, all the way down the long road of life to every place and destination He has got for us. There is no end to His ideas or His love. I think that is what I really believe or at least should and will try to now and in the future, forever if I can.

Don't doubt just do it. Really believe that God holds the key to everything, eternal life, love, glory, riches and everything.