Well once again after trying to be smart enough in everything, more clever than the next person all the time and have a higher intelligence than anybody else, I am left to coming back to the fact that it was wisdom all the time. Asking these type of probing questions leads you in one direction how can I be wiser in my world, when my world outsmarts me, my brain is limited in thinking and outshadowed by everybody else and being smarter is just not what it is all cut out to be, there sure is still plenty of people smarter than me. So is it time to give up and give the game away, no I don't think so. I may be self defeted but God is not, God is there all the time when I try to do my best for me and fall flat on my face trying.The grace of God is wisdom in unfathomable riches and treasures, when I can't dio it all, there is someone who can who has done it all for me and died in my place, that I may have life and experience the love of God.

When we have worked as hard as we can tried to be as smart as we can, more intelligent than anybody else and clever enough to do eberything on our own, give up, get a life and let God deal with your situation, you can't maintain the pace forever, you will have a burnout and a blackout trying, there is always someone smarter than yourself and God in all His infinite wisdom knows who, God Himself is that person who beats us everytime, He has done it all, He created the heavens and earth in six days and on the seventh day God rested. Admit it you can't do it alone, you can't handle the situation by yourself and you can't have all the money in the world no matter how much you would like it or try for it, it belongs to God. Give up, get over it and get on with living and let God do the work that God has to do, you have to do your own work for your small slice of the action, God has to deal with everything else and everyone else, give in and give it all over to God, that is true wisdom I can assure you. So as I try to understand my learning I have to admit that it was wisdom all the time and all wisdom belongs to God.

My being smarter, acting more intelligently and just being clever enough to do everything on my own was just plain stupid. My silly inclination of building a better life for myself was futile and self indulgent. When you have got it all or think that you have got it all, is when you realize how spiritually poor and bankrupt you really are. You can't have your happiness and all your earthly treasures to, you can't buy your way into heaven with all your money in the bank and you can't have a safe and healthy family with all the luxuries under the sun. Admit it, it was God and His wisdom all the time, when you hit records levels of success and fall flat on your face and die, hell will welcome you gladly. Don't wait till it is too late, give in now and give God control of your life, No sense in going to hell when you can give your life to God now and have a heavenly reward with Godin eternity when you die and live forever. Work for God and not yourself, live a life of service and mission work for God and you will be rewarded with eternel treasures from and in heaven. It was wisdom all the time, give up and let God, you will be so glad you did, God's wisdom is magnificent, your wisdom is futile.